Letra de Happy Bored Alone - Manic Street Preachers

I was singing to a troubled sky
She only shines with some borrowed light
I was praying to a godless sky
For the people still screaming inside

I am happy, I am bored and I'm alone
I am tired, I am restless and I'm cold
Why the chaos living in your soul
I am bored, I am happy and alone

I saw the smile of a dying hero
Saw the tears of a love that's leaving
Why is the day so long and broken
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Why do these words remain unspoken

I am happy, I am bored and I'm alone
I am tired, I am restless and I'm cold
Why the chaos living in your soul
I am bored, I am happy and alone

Boredom was always my best fri?nd
'Cause boredom nev?r really has to end
Infinite loyal and sublime
It leads me to a higher plane